I am back.
Not been one of the best weeks.
Drama with my sister's ex bf who is being a complete dick about the final paymenst on the house that was the biggest mistake in all three of our lives. Most of all mine who has ben dragged through hell and have worked my ass off to sort out the left over dramas from a relationship that wasnt even mine!
I had the card for the bank account which we were using to pay all the bills off, the dick reported it stolen because he didnt like that i still had it... which of course looked really bad on me when i tried to use the damn thing to pay some final bills from the house. argh!
There is als alot of money left over in that account, which in a normal world would be shared out between the three of us. But in his tiny little brain his response is "My name on account, my card, my money"
Idiot!- If everyone could get one person they could murder and get off guilt free... he would be mine... and has been for over 2 years now, lol!
Anyway- rant done so here is the tarot pull for today!
The Moon- The moon is high in the middle of the card inbetween two towers. Below is a dog and wolf in front of which is a pond/river with a crab crawling out.
~ Represents how we feel & how we respond- emotion.
~ You should pay more attention to your lunar/ inner self.
~ Recommends tying up loose ends connected to past.
~ This card often stands for fears and anxieties- this card often stands for fears and anxieties.
~ Should be warned that they may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial
Definately feel like being emotionally tested in the past week. Old (and not so good) friends making contact, this crap with past mistakes and decisions about future. But it all builds character... and definately teaches me to pay more attention to those little moments of doubt in other people... could of saved me alot of stress and money!
Also, here are more photos, excited as Samhain is drawing near!
There is a world festival in town this weekend, selling lots of awsome stuff. Got some great incense and a beautiful scarf, then i returned again today and managed to pick up a beautiful leather handmade/ recyled paper book. Its beautiful, and once feeling a little more sure of things i may actually one day write in it and use it as a Book of shadows. For now it sits pretty on my fireplace with my small collection of witchy thingys and decoration for the season.( Witchy stuffCollapse )